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BREAKUPS & BREAKDOWNS - (Songs from 2007​-​2009)

by Donald McPherson

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Farther down that road you said you'd be going "all the way" you'll make golden hay while the sun still shines for you but when that winter creeps up like an icicle on a rusted bicycle - twirling rotor blades not too much to show for all the time that you were hiding in the shade
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Love is gonna win... Love is gonna stay.... (etc)
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Wash-Out 03:04
Some day the rain is a-gonna fall just when you need it to a deluge from the sky will pour down just for you and wash away the web spun round and round your head and leave you free to fly again (until the next time that you get snagged...)
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Change what you can "hang in there" the story may end better than you feared hold on tight or hold on light love what you can in the gaps between the bites ho ho ho ... away we go happy to be breathing chests for sale scavenging around for any solid ground to stand on stepping stones hop, skip and jump boo hoo hoo or laughing skippy kangaroo happy hands or two fingers making devil's or hare's ears shadows on the wall ghosts in the hall sunshine out the door open up the blinds the shuttered-window-minds the rays of every sunbeam's dream float on the dust the motes in eyes that rust the cataracts dissolve by hanging in there ...hanging in there
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Waste your time and go and place your bet and damn your debt and damn your stupid "reason" like you know there's more to life than what you get by towing the line like you're chained to an anchor on the floor evermore.. ever more life in the real world now life in the real world now [well there really should be more lyrics to follow but instead I ended up repeating the same words three times over.. too bad].
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Running Free 02:21
You were running baby you were free you had no fear of destiny on the wet sands - in the sun and sea it was your life/ you were meant to be and it felt like you could run forever cos your heart was like the ocean tide a force beyond confines - a force beyond your mind and although it lasted but an instant in your head before the walls caved in ... till you were back inside a bucket - crawling with the crabs again You were running baby you were free you had no fear of destiny on the wet sands - in the sun and sea it was your life/ you were meant to be
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Life is all you've got in a body that is real but your mind to which you pay mind that seems to be some whole other deal if you could turn off your controls you might live happy blind but then... at the same time: you can't disown your mind I'm groping for the soap that once was on the ledge now its in the tub steam gets in your eyes I can move my hands I can make some plans I can refuse and even make demands I can take my car for a drive..... Life is all you've got in a body that is real today your mind is fogged but was it ever really sharp as steel?
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Amphibian 04:38
To sink or swim: turn amphibian to go paisley or black be a chameleon but whether to lie or tell the truth - then be a torn up human oh what's it take to speak your mind? which is for real? "such a janus face" what sealed the deal for the whole anus race played my part till my heart was disgraced beats arhythmic evermore... its time the code was finally cracked time the lie was shown to be time you finally got to act like youre living in "the now" you see so shrug the chains and shrug the need to be accountable to bores live your myth and fuck the facts before your own extinction where have you gone? yeah where have you been? under whose thumb and into what scene growing so sour as you're growing obscene i've seen you shrinking in your wraps masks only last for the shortest time foundation cracks and the eyes fail to shine and you've been round this circuit 1009... like a blinkered horse you ran its time the code was finally cracked time the lie was shown to be time you finally got to act like youre living in "the now" you see so shrug the chains and shrug the need to be accountable to bores live your myth and fuck the facts before your own extinction [snores through the day and on into the night through moon or sun through dark and light through decomposition then growth from the ground till the spanner hits the spokes its time the rider left the wheel went head and torso over heel and landed on the right-side up bloody scarred but more in touch limping on to other wars or rotting on the golden shore (dur! lyrics get lame and silly)]
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when youre dead and gone and theres nothing you can say or to change when youre dead and gone and you cant look back to wonder at how life was strange w yr d and g and you wished you'd had an ounce of social guile when youre dead and gone and you wish you'd turned the tables in the aisles when youre dead and gone like some old computer hardware on a pile when youre dead and gone and you wish youd stayed connected all the while when youre dead and gone and theres nothing you can say or to change
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1000 Dreams 01:19
inside yr mind live 1000 dreams some are recurrent; some aren’t so clean some will get lost, some will not go away into your life that you never know (never really know) patterns recur every day you're holding the wheel you think you're mind's made of steel but you’re still driving blind all the way
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well it was dark on one side and it was light on the other yeah it was cold on one side and it was warm on the other there was grass on one side looking greener on the other they seem kind on one side and they seem meaner on the other you make the best of yourself you pull yourself together you make the best of yourself from just about whatever you find some straw for your head you make a nest for your heart and then you drive down the middle afraid to fall apart
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Stories 01:31
life keeps giving you stories from now and from so long ago ”heard ‘em before” see you yawn and snore but you will be gone while they go on people hide in these stories paper gets made from the trees new trees form from the acorns born old leaves fall and the page gets torn (page gets torn) a man he picked up the pieces the pieces of the pages torn blown around scattered on the ground new pages form - from those once gone the tale goes on
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when you think you have no words to follow still you find your fingers find the keys thoughts can be like knots you can't unravel but in time they may come loose with ease some people do fall prone to knitting needles thinking that their frontal lobes are noodles no I think this line has got confused chop-sticks is what I meant to say
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Ships 03:23
"Ships leave the harbour" but no longer do they truely set sail and "trains leave the station" but there's no steam or smoke to inhale people "set foot" but they walk on paved terrain hearts still "pine" but it feels like they're beating in vain verse still rhymes even when you're short on good things to say the "future" - is now.. but its tied to yesterday
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Improv Song 02:11
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things come round again the obvious the very same again things return to you they always do the boomerang came true and now still disatisfied unique but underfried unique but ossified uniquely petrified and tho you still can change be rearranged be de-estranged boo hoo it seems its still the rhyme that rules the reason when your feet are pigeons made of clay so grab your weapons aim at anything the clay birds sing till the ufos are gone
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as you’ve grown you’ve found you need new ways to look at things they’ve helped so far but not far enough it seems and you’ve got spun out on the carousel of dreams till you're so dizzy that your brain is a bag of beans now you’re thinking what’s the best way to go out with a bang or with a fizz either way fuelled by fires of doubt
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Any Old Time 03:57
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old crooked buildings with portholes for windows of mystery looking with frosted glass eyes out on the sea happily hungover white cliffs of hand over hand till tea wafts on the breeze of your history hey hey youve got time to kill time to murder by three time to fish for a fish by four doorways are never locked to me not in this world now what do you know when you're caught in the snow of your own self doubt what do you know when your mind aint right fishing for sane thoughts or fresh perspectives to dig you out out of your hole to another dream tears waiting for years just waiting to bring on the flood but hey hey hey im on fire! drenched by your own hand dampening down the sand resurrect the pyre! dont give that doorway the credit of floorway obstruction now crossing a line's been as hard for me old faded chalkmarks still hold you in place like a chimpanzee goosestepping in a blind stubborn line lost chances haunting the mind sanity dragging behind thinking succumbing to madness might just land you back on your feet or striking the gongs to break yourself free from the song that keeps you in a deep deep sleep.
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Sanity Song 01:41
yknow when you're good and y'know wen yr bad yknow when yr sane and yknow wen yr mad and you know somewhere there deep inside when you're right that you are you know when you've been dumb and you know when you've been wise you’ll sometimes need hindsight to know the truth from lies still you know in your marrow where the line between self deception and truth lles you know you know you know you know
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Sometimes when the dawn's in gentle light its raining but the sun is still in sight and all the might of being sparks a fire-dance in your head in the morning, morning light..... etc
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fire in the day and maybe fire through the night fire in the afternoon cheezy and wet though the image is yet you can bet you might be there soon cos you know theres always something there that takes you to the other side yeah you know you always land up safely on the other side folks made a bet you wouldnt last in this world you'd freeze or burn either way that is a lie - whether you skate or you fry you'll still get there any way coz somehow baby theres always something there that takes you to the other side..
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AT LAST! I've finally gotten around to cutting down what was previously a sprawling hodgepodge of 2007-2009 era songs and leftovers - down to an 80minute (fit-it-on-a-CDR) Song Cycle, and it plays a lot better in this focussed condensed form.

Two "bonus tracks" have been added, which unfortunately couldn't be fitted into a CD-length format.

A pdf file of lyrics and jewel case CD cover art is also included in the DOWNLOAD.

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released August 9, 2013

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Donald McPherson New Zealand

Donald is a home recording artist who is on the one hand an improvising acoustic guitarist, on the other a songwriter.

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