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CLOSET SONGS: (A selection of early 1990s songs - "Juvenilia")

by Donald McPherson

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I would say twer I able just what all this means lines on the table and threadbare at the seams nothing's gonna make much sense so nothing holds the key and its turning on me we're just words thrown together to make up a rhyme spoken together, meagre syllables in time some day we may get washed away in a moment of distress lost to tape's magnet hiss up deedle dum deedle dum dum up tweedle-dee up tweedle dum dum squash the little guy for me and take some time with the cheshire cat tho don't know what that means mind's come loose at the seams
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The blue courting song I'm hoping that you'll select me my policy's a dance and song and I could preen myself more carefully still I'm hoping that you'll pick the one who promises not anything The blue courting song I'm hoping that you'll select me Am I the sole contender in your own election '93? I'm hoping that you'll pick the one to promise you not anything
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Brand new morning brand new morning first day I've ever seen the world call call out to me and at my feet fall oh ah ho!
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Out of your heart fell an ocean of mud all bleeding hearts run out of blood there's dew drops in the air some red some clear and some of it moisture from all your tears crying buckets of rain in Spain with your mind in a clamp and your soul in the ground your stifled tongue can make no sound ambitions do abound some vain some sound but most of them dreams under which I’ve drowned in a bucket of rain in Spain she sells sea shells on a seesaw pains in Spain but the shells that she sells are full of algal gloom shells, the sea and a silvery moon selling buckets of rain in Spain
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What what would you think think if I sang sang out of tune tune would you stand stand up and walk walk out on me lend lend me your ears ears and I'll sing sing you a song song and I'll try try not to sing sing out of key I get by slightly out of tune Night night slew my sight sight won't you shed shed me some light light might I bend bend me your ears ears if I may tho tho what I say say will not be be what I mean well you can read between my lines now anyway I get by slightly out of tune
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Uni Verse 03:32
our lives are like stars adrift in the lonely universe some shine out and some fall some abide by physics laws and others try to find their own paths self-willed I'm spun out about you I'm caught in your orbit's thrall
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The Sadness 03:01
The sadness bears me down I ride its back reluctantly its eyes are shiny river-weed green we're falling thru a black void endlessly the sadness isn't bad it has no malice of itself but its navigated by a wily black demon of ill-repute (even in black-demon land) who wears a soot-hued suit and cap and taunts the sadness with a fire brand I ride its back forever down as its headlight eyes light nothing up their emerald beams drown in the dark as pain dies, doused in poison's cup destiny's map shows only black there's no way back into town and with a stoic grace that's almost kind this sadness bears me down
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You Knew... 01:41
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Medley 04:15
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Bathtub 01:55
Leaves are dripping from the trees they fall like fish in empty seas somebody pulled the plug on my bathtub guess it was me tunes i make all seemingly submit their notes to gravity yeah even when they seem to go up they go down and it feels like I've been stuck with a pin to a street map of this town but then too much navel gazing is bound to bring you down
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Babe you're in disguise so what more can I do? wont let me see far inside of you dreams that i have got I aint told no-one yet so I better keep chasing them down and not forget let free spirits reign tho mine stay locked in chains now I've found new ways to look at things found some magic sounds to show you I intone a sound used for calling lost souls from their vacancy zone
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Bittersweet 02:17
takes me back with a back-hand slap to the time I wrote the notes you hear now assembled them in patterns somehow while I fried in my own juices of bitterness and a hate so deep its hard to explain how all I could let out was such a sweet and sickening refrain looking back I see I finally took the tack of "follow your heart" that or "hold your breath" but at the time every breath was hesitant and measured Oh, GO AWAY! feeling less than half-of-complete when any joy was forced and effete feeling like the ghost of a sheet in a storm of how your mind space was all choked up by the clutter of lies that you weren't not deep down inside once the skin-on-your-hide was unlearnt GO AWAY!
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In our heads are Russian dolls their painted faces hide the mould behind them all rotting in their smiles wish they'd disappear I wanna meet the one deep down who says "I don't know if I can ever win" and free whatever hides behind its skin
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Don't ever ask me why now don't question how or why now never believe in a damn thing I'm saying a broken mirror does more to reflect my true state which is one of dis-unified being now... (these words make no difference to what's true see in mirror eyes stare back at you)
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Closet Song 02:26
here I go hiding in the closet again with my cracked guitar my box of 4-track tricks why is it oh so hard to grow? in closets we mutate deform and oh! ....what do I see? only dark, coat-hangers and me there's a wanker hiding in a wardrobe and he's staining all the clothes if that sounds sordid well it aint its his wardrobe not your abode what do I see? (No lions or witches just dark, coat hangers and me) should be out there building life with actions instead of channelling all my angst straight back into me punk rock inverted to become: closet rock where people hide and flee oh! what do I see?....
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Lyrics were written for this "song" but vocals somehow not included in the actual music mix: It's a stoned thought that don't hold water that your past's just a figment to fry from the light of these foggy quarters tell me where do your memories lie?
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JUVENILIA:
Cover art is from a cassette cover of songs dating from 1990 till about 1993. Examples of early 4-track songs which I made soon after getting a 4-track recorder. Some tracks pre-date having a 4-track.

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released September 17, 2014

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Donald is a home recording artist who is on the one hand an improvising acoustic guitarist, on the other a songwriter.

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