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COMFORTING THOUGHTS (Songs 2013​-​14) Full CD Length Album

by Donald McPherson

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I don't care what the people say I just go ahead and do things my own way I may be on the rocks I may be heading for a drop but all I can believe is that I'm heading for the top coz This is showbiz yeah this showbiz this is showbiz this is showbiz don't care how bad the people think my act is all I know is I was born for showbiz It seems I cause calamity wherever I go mass devastation in the wake of my tiny one-man-show but I don't let it get me down I stay chipper and gay cos I know somehow the Nobel Prize is coming my way coz... This is showbiz etc well I'll admit I haven't been laid in a very long time and the last time I had to pay for it down where the red lights shine but I know it won't be long before my clover-leaves number four and a thousand horny groupies will be breaking down my door coz.... This is showbiz etc
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Time don't heed you it slips away time don't need you you waste the days and time, time don't feel history in the making but it don't seem real things keep breaking down but clockwork drives the wheel on and on but then the wheel starts creaking so bring the oil can here you hear a cockroach squeaking slugs drown in your beer and all you can remember is your own name like you're some deserting soldier trying to reach the desert shore - walk on.
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Why do you always dream of falling? and why do you wake each time that you hit the ground? strange as the sound of one hand clapping cutting the air on the rebound and where does the wind go when it don't blow? and why does the ninth wave cause unease? why should any of this matter? surrendering your will unto the stormy seas why? why do you say nothing today nothing at all why? why do you turn turn on your heel and head off down the hall where does a thought go? up or below? starboard or aft? heard the door slam and footsteps fade off away down the path.
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you may learn to laugh at all the folly of your past but if the pain is vast then it may be a hollow laugh ride on.. over the stones trampling the bones all shattering watch as they reform again and clatter about as they follow you on down down down down down some horrible ravine artificial light brings daytime to the night promises of sight to those whose faith has might but I've known those who only believe in things you can't see and bones of dust shunning both friend and foe believing in a light that only shines for them and nobody else
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mind your mind play your play find your find stay your stay blind your blind pay your pay eye your eye lay your lay Verbs and Nouns run away verbs and nouns run away verbs and nouns hold you down verbs and nouns hold you down you would get so confused which was which which to choose you would get all wound up spill the wine smash the cup people make barriers draw the lines tie the binds mind their minds play their plays ooh ooh!
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Always [6] 01:50
In the day and in the night in the morning at twilight in the winter in the spring always during work and during play during sleep and wide awake during stillness, during quakes always sometimes: it's like you can't escape and if you could where would you go? you'd swim the moat and thrash around in the undergrowth you'd span the plains you'd make the shore and reaching that place you'll still be... here
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One day you'll be standing at a window gazing out as the night invades your brain and somehow you'll get lost in the reflection of your own face as it shimmers on the pane moonlight lights the scene beyond your window while your own face hovers in between makes you wonder if you're only a ghost one who haunts their own shell as a memory haunts what's been there is a ringing deep in our hearts tolling like a bell hollow on the underneath and clanging like a railway in hell yet "night time is the right time" as we all know very well waiting till the morning breaks the spell one day you'll be lying beneath a window in a deep sleep as the sun rises unseen and the curtains - block all the light and keep you blind to the fact that each day you should be born again.
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At the shoreline of an endless ocean the lapping waves set my mind in motion back to that first time that she rose from the sea and like a sea lion or a manatee she swam straight to the heart of me and left me stranded in that sweet ecstasy but you know it never quite worked out that way her legs were fused at the tail they say like dry-humping the slimiest eel splashing caviar from head to heel and "a heel" is how I should feel moonstruck, tough luck - what a chump! many years have passed, the tides have ebbed and flowed these days she performs by spinning balls on her nose the crowd applauds - but I've learned to let her be yet sometimes on a moonlit night I still walk to the sea and feel the blood rise inside of me I feel it surging inside; I am still alive standing at the doorway to an endless ocean
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In the back seat long ago driven forward by those in the front (you know) inward turning inside your head lands and sands of time move faster instead block the dread cos you have many miles to go and time seems so far away it was back when the world was tall when the small things mattered like they mattered at all before the fall pinhead there at the wheel turns round barking orders but you're good at blocking the sound drifting into reveries.. cos you had many miles to go and time seemed so far away
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there are contradictions boy that wreck and rule your life on the one hand: should you stay? and battle through the strife on the other: should you flee? and start your life afresh... either way you're all torn up your inner voice is deaf holding on holding on...
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Wish 03:25
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as the day dawned as the fawn nibbled upon the lawn as the dew dried on the grass as trout and salmon spawned on a tussock sat a girl her eyes sad and forlorn gazing at the hole in the sky hole in the sky how it got there no-one knows it grew like a fungal spore not there one day there the next a chasm to deplore sucking air and sucking hope some heavenly trap door there it lies - the hole in the sky hole in the sky
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and when the rain falls on the town within this sea of dreams I should gladly drown it feels like every time that it rains belongs with every other as though olden days have breached today somehow cos when it rains it's like an old guitar one that plays a song that knows who you are
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When you're in the fire or drowning in the sea when you're in the fire when you're in the mire you'll be there with me when you're stranded on the land when you're in the sand when you're on the land when you're in the quicksand you'll be there with me but that's a rotten lie: I'll be high and dry
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World [11] 02:02
once when the world was good once when the world was bad once when the world was beautiful and mad would you believe a story of greed of people deceived of hearts left to bleed alone on the mud
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Blood [12] 01:43
When the blood stains your hands and the sperm stains your sheets it'll wash away when the shit hits the fan and the smell fills the streets it'll blow away when the pain fills your head and runs down to your feet it'll ebb away but some things seem to want to stay they were written in the book and they'll make you pay for nothing you did but for the way life loves to put a challenge in your way
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it was years it was days then it was seconds it was now all closing in too soon it was here it was right in the moment then distant as the moon and I've tried to freeze time and preserve it like its wine in the cellar, locked away so I can sample the moment again when the time is right some day but the wine will spoil and it was folly to try to catch a phantom in a jar yeah it was toil toil for no reason though reason never got me very far
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When your dreams are falling to the ground as origami swans crash all around you and you retrieve nothing from all the ruins and you decide to begin the song again begin again there was a life it was fine and new it had an inner strength it had a fire below and it burnt strong and it seemed for sure that it would truly not snuff out that it would burn forever more but a blue flame hid down there in its heart and when the time came it extinguished the spark and "you've heard it all before.. oh woe!" but when it happens to you then baby you will know
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love is like a dog you say - oh for sure lapping at your heels all day - evermore so loyal so endearing so eager to please so intoxicating wafting on the breeze but what kind of dog are you? I know what kind... love is like a dog they say - oh for sure yapping like a bitch all day - evermore so snarling so demeaning has you sniffing round trees screwing in the alley shitting where you please but what kind of dog are you? i know what kind...
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sometime someplace somehow in your time of grace some hour when the clock has slowed and the seconds hang in suspension thats when as the curtain falls as the waves crash backwards off the old sea walls you then recall a time when ice would crunch beneath your shoes in school-day puddles yeah and how you went next door and they had smelly magic marker pens galore and you spun that clothesline round once more... and the wind was strange and queasy and oh you had years to go but you were already warped by forces below so slow that second hand down and go slowly up the chimney
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Take me out of the picture I'll be happier on the cutting room floor or pinned to a dart-board taking the pricks for ever more but what I originally meant to say was: I'm gonna write a song about a place where I'm an absentee absent from the song which is simply not about me simply not about me.
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People who are crazy Must they always stay insane? Racing on a treadmill Scrubbing at some stain Battling to conform to Shapes they cannot be Never holding true to The internal truths they see (Once I was a rich man Now I am so poor Once I was a visitor Now I’m shown the door Once I was a seeker Now I’m all sought out Once I was a cheater Now I’ve straightened out)
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Mend [19] 03:03
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Here is the full stereo version of the album once known as THIRTEEN', now tentatively renamed COMFORTING THOUGHTS. I thought "THIRTEEN" had too much of a Heavy Metal ring to it... or maybe not, but it was only ever a working title for the year in which it was begun. The bracketed numerals after some tracks offer a SHORT ALBUM VERSION (omitting those tracks without bracketed numbering).

ALSO CHECK OUT THE MONO, LP-LENGTH VERSION OF "THIRTEEN" IN THE ARCHIVE SECTION.... SOME TRACKS SOUND MUCH BETTER ON HEADPHONES IN MONO>>>

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released November 24, 2014

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Donald McPherson New Zealand

Donald is a home recording artist who is on the one hand an improvising acoustic guitarist, on the other a songwriter.

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